Monday, May 22, 2017

Endings And Beginnings

I'm currently doing something that I wanted to do for a long time, but I never did it because of other people. I used to put other people's opinions and wishes first, and I never had the courage to decide for myself and what I really want and just follow my dreams. I've realized that the more you make your decisions based on other people instead of what You really want, you just gonna end up unhappy and full of regrets.
If you think about it, your whole life is just constant cycle of endings and new beginnings, and nothing more.
Some of them, small and irrelevant, part of your everyday life, you're not even gonna notice any change, but some of them are huge and they gonna affect all aspects of your life.
So, with every ending, there is this bittersweet feeling. Like you're nostalgic and free at the same time. And that fucking nostalgic feeling is what makes you scared of starting something new and you just stay in the same place, being only "half-happy".
So, fuck that. Fuck being half happy, half fulfilled, and at the end of the day half alive.
We tend to forget how short life is and not everyone gets a second chance and many opportunities, so we shouldn't be scared of new beginnings and changes, cause that's what life is all about.
Being brave, having faith in Your decisions and doing the right thing at the right time.
And here I am, for the first time in my life, working on something that I wanted for so long.
I'm not gonna say exactly what I'm doing, not yet, cause there's a lot to do before things are official, but let's just say that it's one of my biggest decisions in life, for sure, and it has something to do with leaving everything behind and starting a new life. Better one. The best*. :) That's why I'm writing this post, as a reminder to stay focused and keep working until I get there. And that would be all for now.
Stay focused!

Until Soon.

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Tuesday, May 9, 2017

Time Off

When you get to a point where you lose focus, trying hard to get it back will only make things worse.
The best thing you can do for yourself when life gets messy, or not life, just your head - give yourself a break. A time off. Away from the world, the internet and mostly, away from people.
Nature is the best option. It's so quiet and perfect for getting your shit together.

So i did that, last week. I was offline for 5 days. For an internet addict like me, that's a lot and I'm proud, lol.

Umm... So, for 5 days I was only doing 5 things: Read books, ate strawberries, drank beer/cocktails, meditated and one other thing that I won't mention, cause I'm not sure it's legal. :))

I was reading this book with some great quotes in it, and it really helped me and gave my life a new perspective. Now I'm very motivated to work on some things I have in mind and make them happen, and I actually started working on them as soon as i got back. 

Most importantly - i got my focus adjusted and cleared my mind.

I'm gonna end this post with a quote that makes me smile everytime:

 'You can't squeeze blood out of a stone.'

Remember this and your life will be easier.


Until Soon.

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